We are victories

Well after waking up from my 4 hour nap. I walk over to my phone and see I have voice mail messages. So I call me voice mail. There are a 6 messages. 5 are from dad saying that he is at school. Ok so I delete those then I get to number 6.

It is hawkines ever so non gracefully saying "hey we won! so um we are going to frankfurt........"I recored to my phone to keep forever now where is my bluetooth adapter.

Ok now my mood is stellar I listening to "Princes of the Universe" which is the theme song to HIghlander. And Just feeling great. Nothing can top this feeling. After having the pains of defeat from last year. I have this.

We triumph over KCD and after taking there quickening moved on toward St. X.THen we defeated them. It was great we have defeated the rival school which gets us major points at school.

Most of all we get to go to state. Something we have not done in a while. So we get to do that. This feeling is like no other. I highly recommend the next time you do something big geting the song "Princess of the Universe" by queen and trust me you will be carried to the next level.

Ok I have to go fun around my yard pretending to be Ducan McLoud "sp" from Highlander. Ah.. that is one really good show.

Well I have to use this feeling while I have it.


In the end there can be only one.
Robert

iTunes is playing what else
Princes of the Universe from the album "A Kind of Magic" by Queen

Message board

Well I lost some geek point and set up a free message board
http://b4.boards2go.com/boards/board.cgi?user=robertcu
yeah I should have had coded a php board.
But All my web space does not allow php or perl.
I could set it up on a linux box in my room
But you know, I have a fear of being /.doting

SIck Days' blow
Robert

There are just some songs...

That make you feel a certain way. The songs themselves serve as an interjection into your mind. The song I am thinking of right now is Across The Universe from the album "1967-1970 (Disc 2)" by The Beatles
When ever I get really really calm I get covered in goose bumps and a chill runs down my spine.

I would just like to note. Who ever came up with "Let it Be... Naked" was fucking stoned out of there mind. The totally fucked up Across The Universe. It just does not sound right it is not the song that we all grew up with. It is not the song that changed our lives. This is like saying here is the pre alpha version of the software it is just like it came of the programmers desk. Well I do not care. I want the finale release. I should go check to make sure there still sell the regular the Let it Ve. I only have it on vinyl and cassette. If not to some p2p to get it a nice Digital copy. Or to ebay. They did this with the Anthology series and it was fine we all knew these were rough cuts.

My a big fear is some kid somewhere is going to listen to Let it Be...Naked and not feel what hey would feel if they listened to the proper version .

God Bless the Internet
Robert

Insomnia

Well it decided to strike tonight. When this happens I usually have a bunch of day dreams.

But since I can not sleep top ten songs in iTunes some of these are rather sad but they are what they are
1.Kiss me-Sixpence no the Richer 153 times
2.Mr.Blue SKy-E.L.O 100 times
3.Kiss me son of god-they might me giants 62 times
4.Pencil Rain-they might be giants 48 times
5.They'll need a crane-they might be giants 48 times
6.Theme from flood-they might be giants 46 times
7.Mink car-they might be giants 46 times
8.Number one-Chaz Jankel 43 times
9.Good Night-The beatles 41 times
10. Come one-Dexy's Midnight Runners 40 times

Many are more desireving to be on this list but my old ipod did not sync to itunes number of times played. My new one does so this should change it a few weeks

I can't sleep! :(
Robert

42

Many of you know how strong the number 42 is in my life. 42 is the number used in Douglas Adams novels as the meaning of life, the universe, and everything.
Well today I found something very very very eerie.

I was looking around the internet and found this.
Every person at legacy.com is given a unique id number.
Brittiney's id number is 1421181.
I am the sponsor for the guest book there. I check by every so often and I just noticed that the number was in the url. I then looked around at the was the number to associate anything there with her.

To make it even eerier, eight is my favorite number.

I know that these numbers are given at random but it still seem eerie.

Looking for Truth and Beauty,
Robert

aim

AIM IM with Madeleine Lambert
10:38 PM
Robert: Greetings program
10:40 PM
Robert : that is all we are you know.
Robert : programms
Robert : very complex programs
Robert : hardwired into a biological machine
10:45 PM
Robert : running around in a world not under our control
Madeleine Lambert: All I really, really want is you. Don't you get it?
Robert : Could we be under some sort of test
Robert : What happens if we are failing this test.
Robert : What if the punishment is humanity is blinked out of existence?
10:50 PM
Robert : What if there is some like picrad being judged by by something like Q.?What if that person fails?
Robert : these are the questions that keep me up at night

The magic of Bol

What is bol?
It functions as an interjection. Such as used in conversation just as bol. Similar to w00t.
Yet is added to a word pre-fix is only at the end. like showerbol
Yet it seems to also function like tense change because sometime when you add it to a word you drop the end of the base such as brisbol.

The mystery of bol.
We know who created it Elizabeth Post.
I added all the grammatical idea.
And we all shall spread the word of bol

Bol
Robert

Funny quote

One thing kids like is to be tricked. For instance, I was going to take my little nephew to DisneyLand, but instead I drove him to an old burned-out warehouse. "Oh, no," I said, "DisneyLand burned down." He cried and cried, but I think that deep down he thought it was a pretty good joke. I started to drive over to the real DisneyLand, but it was getting pretty late.
(Jack Handey)

Funny quote I never want to loose

helpful song during death Playlist

On september 22 of last year I began keeping track of the song I listen to during the time of death. I have kept this list to my self. But it is titme to set it free upon the world. Maybe it can help you liked it helped me.
http://homepage.mac.com/robertcunningham/FileSharing7.html
I have put it in the text file and in a easier to navigate excel file.
All those that would like to perchance listen to it. Please just ask.


Tears still falling from face
Robert





"I do not say i will burn a copy becasue that would show intent to break the DMCA but that does not mean I will not burn a cd of it for you if you ask. "

They Killed Janet

On tonight's episode of Stargate Sg-1 they killed the character Dr. Janet Frasier. I have been watching this show for 7 years. That is about half of my life so far. When they announced she was one that died I cried. At the memorial seen I cried. When we were at the the house of senior airman wells and we found out he named his daughter Janet I cried.

I have spent every friday night either in my room or my living room watching this show. It means alot to me. Janet was one of my favorite characters. Why in the hell did we not send her to the Tok'ra or the Asgard or the Nox.I know we already played the character dies and we bring him back thing. But it was Dr.Fraiser. She saved everyone.

And what is going to happen to Cassie the adopted daughter of Janet. Her real parents were already killed by the Gou'ld. Now janet, who is going to take care of her.

Who is going to replace her?
The base needs a doctor. Can anyone fill doc fraisers shoes.


This episode brought all the pain back from my real world loss. I am going to link back to those blog entries because it just hurts too much to talk about it now.
This is the month it all happened
http://geekbook.blogspot.com/2003_09_01_geekbook_archive.html

Tears dripping on my keyboard
Robert

ahoy!

Hi how you all doing?
I have not had a chance to blog in a while my other quest have taken more time then expected.
Lax practice started two days ago.
If you look up hardcore in the dictionary. You will find a picture of coach smith. He will lead us to victory I can see it.

But I got I chat av 2.1 beta working I had to put my self in a dmz zone for it to work thought. If anyone has any better ideas they would be much appreciated.

But back to me getting ichat av working. I got it working with Robby Linker. It was so cool because it was like he was right there. It sounded so real. And the video quality was great. I played Mr.Roboto over ichat av thats right RIAA I played it through the internet.

I also got it to work bit posto but audio did not work. So bring forth the cell phones. It is really cool to be able to do this sort of thing.

I have more faith that apple has the best programmers in the worl. And they are debt free.

Robert

ok

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Top Ten Sites

Thought I would update the top ten sites list from Camnio.
In no particular order
1.Slashdot
2. Ask Slashdot
3.Slashdot Apple
4. Hiptop Forums
5.Google
6.Leoville
7.My router
8.MacCentral
9.Mac in Touch
10.Elizabeth Post's Easyjournal

Well those are them

Robert

slashdot quote

if (argc > 1 && strcmp(argv[1], "-advice") == 0) { printf("Don't Panic!\n"); exit(42); } (Arnold Robbins in the LJ of February '95, describing RCS)

Super Powers

If you could be given any super power featured in work of Science fiction{basically anything).

Would be it be super speed like The FLash.
Super strength like the hulk.
A whole bunch of super power like superman.
Bird wing like Hawkman.
Telepathy lie Tuvok of star trek.
Immortally like McCloud of Highlander.
a human upgrade like in Jake 2.0
The ability to become out of phase like in x-men.
The powers of a spider like Spider man.
Or be like Dr. Daniel Jackson who ascended to a higher plain of existence.

I would want to be ascended. Because then you know everything and cans till come and talk with people. The biggest punishment is that you would not be able to interfere with those you knew.

Well thats all for now fokes.

But one last thing. Most trial Rules we beat the pants off Trinity.
What a way to spend your saturday mornings.

Hey anyone want to do something. I am bored . You know how to get to me.
If you do not I am listed in the phone book.

Robert

If you were an immortal

If you were an immortal. What would you spend your time doing? Know that it was impossible for you to die. Know that what ever you did you would be alright.

That you would have see the end result of everything.
Have time to do anything and everything you ever wanted to do.

I would spend my time learning every language on earth. So I could read every book ever written. Thus knowing everything there is to know. I would go on quiz show to make a whole load of money to supply my next expense.

Building a time machine. Because what is the fun of living forever if you can not go look back to before you were made immortal. My first trip would be far int to the future to get a really cool form transpiration with cloaking and transporter and just in case a universal translator. Then it would be back to the past.

I first would go back and live in ancient greece and rome. Marvel upon these ancient lands. Watch the first production all the great masters plays. Meet the original philosophers. Thus learn what was forgotten by time. All the time writing it down. Next to the egyptian see the pyramids before they were destroyed by thieves. Then to china then to japan. Tour all the sites of the ancient world. See the seven wonders of the world.

Watch the beginnings of the current world religions. Ask the questions which needed to be answered by there creators.

Then to the renaissance live throughout all that and grab all the missing works of this time.

Then I was back at point where I became immortal. I would go back to beginning of time and record it on film.

then I would go back to just after I used my time machine adn live out the rest of time.

Robert
Itunes is playing
Hey Jude from the album "1" by The Beatles

Tv is playing
Highlander

Sick Day

There is something strange about a sick day.
On these days I am given my power.
The power of pure freedom.
No one to tell me what to do and where to go.
But of course I am stuck in bed.
But knowing the power is there gives me true happiness.

Been having a weird dream lately. Receive a human heart in a walgreens. You know the ones they give you your meds in. I freaks me out to I hit in with a hammer and try to destroy in over and over again. Of course I am home alone coding when it comes. When my dad gets home I wake up. What this means when my dad gets home from Chicago I will ask him

Let me put a myth to bed. YOU CAN READ IN YOUR SLEEP. I read lots of text in my sleep. Maybe your just stupid and your dream contain no words for you to read.

Valentines day is tomorrow. What will I be doing. MOCK TRIAL. Then Nothing finding plans for a betatron. I wish I had a girlfriend. Lucky bastards who have them.

I bet Darl McBride has one. By the way he is the CEO of SCO a.k.a Litigious bastards.

Well I need to see some movies so i will spend my weekend at the movies theater.

I hate Litigious bastards
Robert

What is your truly original idea

I must find it now. Prove to the world how smart I am. Show them my genius. What if I pick the wrong field. What if I end up in a field where i never get my truly original idea. ANd if I had only checked the other box I would have the noble. Like wise what if einstein had decided to go out drinking every night we would have all lost something. In my dreams I see equations on big sheet of tile. {for those that do not know I like to do complex math on tiled floor and stand above it to look for the patterns} But I always wake up before I am able to read the proof statement. I think it has to do with unity because I see that I refer to gravity the strong and weak forces and gravity all in the equation. And I think what looks like a strange attempt at explaining electromagnetism.

Will this be my truly original idea?

What Will I do to change the world?
Will I be happy in my Life?
Will I get to follow my dreams?

Will I change the world?

What will I do with my time here?

Robert

The World

did you ever wish you lived in a world not dominated by greed and hate. But by love and happiness. A world with out crime? A world without pain?A world where you would fell safe where ever you went. Where everyone got to pursue there dreams?

This is the world the geeks tried to create. The internet was this world. everything was shared everyone was happy. There was but one flaw. The flaw lied in the real world. The second someone thought I could get rich of this. The world began to crumble. But then a new force arose. The geeks reused to let there world be taken over by these litigious bastards. They fought back with vengeance. And for a time a balance had come over the world.

Big brother had come around and nice and supporting. The other evil empire was shitting its pants about how much many they had. But then the litigious bastards started to run out of money so they started doing what they do best lie.

These litigious bastards this time went under the flag of SCO. They had bought the rights to the unix code. They went and say how this made them very little money because of a little thing called Linux. They said hmm we should sue linux and get money because the must have stolen our code. Someone told them that Linux was owned by no one it belonged to the world. So they looked at big brother. Hmm there using linux. Lets sue them. And thats what they did. In a hope to be bought out and make money.

they forgot about one thing evidence. They showed some "evidence" at conference for there sales people. Well what they showed was lies. The code they showed was opens sourced a long time ago.

they also forgot about geeks. They were pissed once more. they used there powers again to fight back against SCO. ever time something was realized they took it and found all flaws which was all of it. A few evil geeks used this time to get a virus or two out and deflect it true purpose by having ddos attack against sco and the second evil empire. We all had a good laugh about that.

This saga has yet to end...

Robert

I want out

I want out of the game. I want out of the program. Logout. ctrl-alt-del. apple-option-power. Ctrl x. Something as twisted as our universe must be the creation of something as a joke.

Could we all be one big simulation in a ancient races computer. Well if so i am user bow before me. I wish to send signal 25{this is the end process signal for a terminal in unix}

There must be a way. We know that time is non-linear. How are we to know were are all just stuck. Maybe we all have learned helpless the options are right in front of us and we can not see them.

We are machines. Guess what the human body is a machine just a biological one. the brain will be reproduced in a digital realm. And as soon as it does we are all screwed. in that instant the computers will be smarter then us and we are all fucked. We can have a limit capacity were computers have unlimited possibilities.

And let me end this phrase once an for all everything is not possible. there are things that are impossible. Just deal with it.

I missed my nap.

In the event if my death everything is in my Digital world. Look in my apple ibook or my firewire hard drives . Look hard and I live in hear like spock in wrath of kane i have put myself in here. Make sure to look at my drafts in kung-log.

Well i must now sleep. Hopeing that when I wake up the world will have changed. Run debugger god.

Robert

Secret to Life

Naps.
Napping is awesome.
Who said you should stop taking naps in the first grade.
There idiots naps rule.
New phrase. "Nap the Planet" Copyright 2004 Robert Cunningham

To nap.
Then to the archives. {I love saying that}

Robert

Itunes is playing
In Memory Of Joe Carter from the album "I Leave Town Tomorrow." by Once More Than Never

Video Chat

Been trying to get video chat working with browder for like half an hour. Stupid ichat beta. I paid good money for panther this should already have been implemented. But since I know no one that has ichat av i can not tell one whose end the problem is on. Bullocks. Everyone needs broadband and to upgrade to aim 5.5 right now.

everyones computer I set up from now on is going to have aim 5.5.

Could Steve Jobs be the second coming and Bill Bates is the antichrist
Robert

The End?

What lies beyond?
What happens when something goes into a black hole?
What is on the other side?
What happens when we die?
What if we are all wrong.
Every civilization thought there religion was the right one.
What makes us right?
No one alive has any first hand experience?
I want to believe.
I really do.
If I can find the answers to the really big problems.
Maybe then I will know.
I have ideas rather then beliefs
You can change ideas they can evolve.
Beliefs. People will kill over there beliefs.
Since when it is ok to kill in the name of god.


I came up with a thesis about religion and how it applies to the rules of software.
I am going to make a separate entry on this.
It is a little complex and I needed to add a creative commons license for this site so no one steals it.

Eating alone at lunch
Robert

What is your truly original idea

I must find it now. Prove to the world how smart I am. Show them my genius. What if I pick the wrong field. What if I end up in a field where i never get my truly original idea. ANd if I had only checked the other box I would have the noble. Like wise what if einstein had decided to go out drinking every night we would have all lost something. In my dreams I see equations on big sheet of tile. {for those that do not know I like to do complex math on tiled floor and stand above it to look for the patterns} But I always wake up before I am able to read the proof statement. I think it has to do with unity because I see that I refer to gravity the strong and weak forces and gravity all in the equation. And I think what looks like a strange attempt at explaining electromagnetism. But I can not make sense of it. I just have not learned enough to do that level of math in the real world. Because when i am dreaming I can do it. But when I am awake I get nervous and can not find the answer.

Not having the answers scares me.

What happens if I fall into mediocrity? What if I can never show the world my genius?

Well the only way i can prevent my fears is to learn more and that it what I shall do.

Robert

Rehash

This is a rehash of an previous entry but who cares.

If life had a reset button would you press it?

You would have memory of everything from the time before you pressed the button. Are you willing to give up all the good things that happened in life to get rid of your mistakes. We learn from our mistakes, Well since you have learned from it would you undo it. Some of my biggest mistakes have allowed me to have some of my most important memories.

But also remember you would have the opportunity to prevent the death of others. You knew how and when the died so you could stop it. But would you. What gives you the right to mess with density how do you know what changed because of the death. Say you save some who died but because of there death an investigation which prevented the death of countless others.

Time paradox is something I like to tool around with.

If I had access to a reset button for life I would want a backup of my life just before I pressed the button so I could bounce back.

What would you do? How would you change your life. I have a comment system so use it is was a pain to set it up. I had to use javascript ugh.

America sucks I want to be British
Robert

P.S. Knowledge is Power. Power Corrupts Study Hard Be Evil.
P.S.S Next time someone tells you to study hard give them that line.
P.S.S.S Puma's Rule

No wrath like a geek scorned

There is a saying similar to this but I think this on is better. But think about it. Geeks can do far more damage when you piss them off. The world runs off computers and geeks control that world.

I wonder what would happened if one day all the geeks of the world decided to go on strike. Think of it all geeks shutdown there works. Lets see what would happened. All nuclear plants shutdown. Heck the power grid. The phone system. The internet. all designed by geeks. The television system. Satellites. The stock markets servers shutdown. All geeks walk out side and demand an apology from the world. It would be great. Then the world would finally realize we are important. If we were gone people would care. We would raise our flag a towel to be more precise and conquer the world. Or leaders would rise and control all. Think Steve Jobs and Bill Gates president. Linus was not born in the us so he would rule europe. Then we would get some really top notch programmers to run asia. Australia would be run by peter Jackson II know he from new zealand but who cares. Then other rulers would be chosen over time by secure electronic voting. But there would be a rule you must be a geek. Proving your geek test would be done by the high council of geeks.

But this will never be because we are the meek. But or day will come. Note to self check to see if it actually could be geek.

"You are either going to be the next bill gates or a homeless bum ..." - John Speed

Robert

Itunes Music Store

This just rocks. I surfing the web and come across the Eternal Sunshine of the
Spotless Mind trailer. I like the muisc and what do I do. I type the info I have into google "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind+trailer+muisc" and boom I get the track Mr.Blue Sky. I open up itunes and boom I have the song. Well I like that so hell I buy the whole album. In a few minutes I have it sync to my ipod. This is something I could never do with a cd. I would have to wait until morning to to get the cd. Then rip and then sync. BUt no thanks to the internet all is done at 2 in the morning. I love APPLE. My life would be perfect if only Apple would release a pda. And a digital camera.Or a portable video player. Oh what I would give for a internship in apples r&d department. TO get to see what they are working on. I can only imagine. Well I can guess. I think that the two anniversary macintosh will be the same shape as the original but will run os x. It will be apples media computer. All your iLife data will flow into it. But maybe something better.

All I can say is APPLE is the best company ever.

Howdy

My weekend begins and thus begins my "fun work". These are the things
I do that I never have time to complete in the week. Like reading my quantum physics books. But all with out leaving my the compound. Damn being a geek really sucks at my school {See previous entries}. You know I do not share everything I feel with this blog there are some thoughts I would love to free and tell the world. Yet my guess is if I did I would be disappointed with the results. I am very displeased with societies rules. At least orwells prophecy was not completely realized. Where love is forbidden.

Why can't the real world be like the digital one? Where if you want to say something you do. Instant idea broadcast that is what the digital has given us. You have an idea and with in seconds in can be know across the world. The best part it is self policed. At least that was the intent for the internet a completly open world where human knowledge belonged to the world. Then big business came and tried to profit from our world. Ok we made some money to . But a store was not what they did wrong. But when they started to make you pay for the information and broke our rules. Well then we struck back. We created the system. They thought they could block us from the information. They were wrong.

But one more thing. No I am not going to pull a Steve Jobs and show the really cool this at the end of the keynote. I am still not ready to. Sorry. All the the other times I have let my feelings out they turned out to bite me in the ass. "See my parents"

I am going to make prediction I will never have a date for prom. I will go one step father then that I will never have a date in high school. Sadly I know this to be true. But if given the opportunity to have a date I would say yes. Yet it is the risk of rejection that is my biggest obstacle.

Here is another question is better to have the feeling trapped inside or tell the person of which the concern and have them obliterated. If anyone says "it is better to have loved and lost then never to have loved" I will tear you apart my my bear hands or vicious rhetoric. #comments# That line does not fit there well I have dyeing to use it none the less #/comment#

Well thats all for now
Robert

P.S time travel is possible and there are time travelers among use. Why do you think reality t.v. has such good rating it historians from the future tying to figure it out.

What If?

What if? When you woke up this morning God and the megatron"i.e the voice of god" was standing at your bed and the megatron said "you may ask one question and my friend here god will tell me the answer and i will give it to you plain and simple or complex if you like and your are allowed one follow up question and we will not say no to any question" the megatron also says "You have all of time to answer we took the opportunity to freeze time outside this room"

What would you ask. I might ask "Will you please write out a unified field theory here on this this computer" Follow up question "Will you please write a proof for the theory"

Think of it. If this were to happen I would have in my hand a theory of everything. ANd sinceI have a cam in connected to my computer triggered by remote I would have a visual representation of god.

Do you know what this would mean to the scientific community by having this we as a race would be saved because at the end of the universe we would be able to create a baby universe and everything would not end.

What would your question be?

I know through prayer we can talk whenever but these one way conversations leave me wanting more.

I wonder if anyone reads this?
I know a few people have stoped by from time to time leave comments.
But I want to know are there any hardcore readers outhere that check this every ten minitues I so I would be happy to send you draft before they go out.

I would like everyone outhere to go and upgrade aim so that I can talk to you all with audio and video. Aol finally got arounf to ueing ichats tech into the regular client.

Forever behind a keyboard
Robert

What would you do?

What if you where given the option of relieving the last 5 years of your life. Knowing what you know now would you make the same decisions you did the first time. Would you be like to Dr. Sam Becket and right what once when wrong. If given this option I would take it knowing what I know know. I would go back prevent it all. I could change one thing and my life as I know it would disappear.

But think about would you be willing to give up all the good things in your life to have the bad never happen? Would the end result be better? But also remember that your life effects the lives of others. What gives you the right to change other people futures. #side-thought# What fun time paradox is #/side-thought#. But in all seriousness if the theory of time where when you can travel back and change the course of history what would you tell-yourself. Would you warn them of mistakes you had made. Well all have things we wish had never happened.

I change my mind if someone offered me this I would beat them senseless and steal there time travel machine. Haaahhaaa. Think what you could do if given control of a time machine. You could go forward in time get your graded test and go back before the test and go over what you had missed. You could keep trying a approach on doing something. You could live forever you would have the ultimate gift the time. Jump into the future and find out how you die so you would know that nothings else you did would kill you.

You could jump through time and stop Einstein's death by using medical technology of the future. Cure Dr.Hawking of his disease. OMG you could have Kaku Einstein Newton Hawking Nash all in one room at there prime working on find a unified filed theory. Holy shit that would be assume.

The possibility of having a time machine are endless as long as they are in the right hands. Like mine. I would not allow it to be used by anyone with me being at the controls because then they could take it from me.

I hope you enjoyed peering into my mind for the this 10 minutes we shared together. Think what it must like to live in this mind all day long.

The man with no life
Robert

Reading

I have so many books I have been wanting to read I have them all. But there not enough hours in the day for me to read them. I want to read them all. Thats something I could do develop a computer interface into the brain to allow a chip to with every book written to be installed into the memory centers of the brain. Heres how it might work. I would bridge a synapse to it so that when you thought of a certain thing the chip would be activated. then it would be tied into the speak and visually centers for output of the data. Then a tie would be into the motor centers for control of the information. This would take so much more effort then just to have a pda with the same chip. Just with a different interface. But sadly this will never be.

I want more hours in the day
Robert

Skipping this step

I read how some people think that high school was the best part of there life. Well I think it is the least favorite time in my life. I want to skip to grad school. Somehow have all the knowledge implanted into my brain. To be the same person yet with the knowledge of the next 6 years agggh. This sucks I was told I would be allowed to study what I wanted into college. Yet all the stuff I want to study is really high level and as such in I have to what till grad school. Here is what I except to have at least one Ph.D. in quantum physics and another in medicine. I need to have three to Ph.D to out do my parents combined. When I come back to my reniuon with my skin snow white because I will have never left the lab. My brother will probably have gotten married and have a child before I have even had a girlfriend. Sad thing is this I know will come true. I want to know how this will al turn out right now. Once again a time machine would be great right about now.

They always make movies about some popular person jump to there future. Why not make a movie where the unpopular geek jumps ahead into the future. Hmmm.. i think this will be my summer project. Make a time travel movie.

I know I am just going to solve one important proof. That might let me leap ahead to grad school prove to them i can do the sums.


Skipping into the future
Robert

The Lab of Dreams

I once designed my perfect lab space. It had the largest elliptical particle accelerator. A fusion reactor a fission reactor. A clean room. A huge amount of supplies. I would have a 10 megawatt laser. It would have the worlds fast supercomputer. I would also want to have a life-size version of one of those mirror things wear you put something in it and it appears like it is sitting on it but is actually inside. I would also have all the tools I could ever need. THere would be a hug libreay full of ever science book ever written every work of literate would be there. Then I would want to have a full genetics lab. It would be the lab of dreams. It would be like the field of dreams but instead of baseball it would be for science. Think of it getting to watch Einstein and Newton finishing the unsolved work. OMG that would be the best thing ever. But unless I figure out time travel or figure out a way to travel between parallel universes. I just hope that someone has Einstein DNA on file so we can clone him. I know that he will not have all the experiences of einstein yet he would have the raw talent.

Designing for a time machine
Robert

P.S Anyone have a super string I can borrow. Or some anit-matter would be great leave your e-mail via the comments and I have you ship it to me.

Hearing damage

Well something seems to be wrong with my ears. Last night I left my ipod repeating the same song forever and the sleep timer I set up undone during a rest . And when I played that song and all other songs. Non of them sounded right. There where frequencies i was able to hear. Through out the day they started to come back but I am still worried that because it is not all back yet. I think will be fine and just need to rest my ears.

Hoping it all comes back
Robert