Friday, November 26, 2004

Stirling you are the man

Session Start (AIM - dreamer8815:morechunks): Fri Nov 26 17:24:03 2004
[17:24:06] Dreamer8815: hi
[17:24:22] morechunks: heyyy could u hold for just a sec im helping my mom with teh computer
[17:24:35] Dreamer8815: sure
[17:24:56] Dreamer8815: if you need any help you can im me
[17:25:15] morechunks: awsome idea actually thanks man
[17:25:36] Dreamer8815: I am all ways happy to help
[17:26:55] morechunks: thanks man ill let u know
[17:27:04] Dreamer8815: ok
[17:36:25] morechunks: ]yeah okyeah so waht
[17:36:27] morechunks: s
[17:36:28] morechunks: up?
[17:36:58] Dreamer8815: nothing much
[17:37:08] morechunks: coool
[17:37:15] morechunks: was t giving fun?
[17:37:23] Dreamer8815: well one thing happened you can read about it on my blog (Link: www.omtn.com)www.omtn.com
[17:37:26] Dreamer8815: yeah it was
[17:37:30] Dreamer8815: was yours
[17:37:43] morechunks: yeahhh pretty good
[17:37:54] Dreamer8815: good to hear
[17:38:19] morechunks: i had amazeing dumoling and mashed potatoes
[17:38:22] morechunks: and then the carmel cake
[17:38:30] morechunks: was the best thing ive ever had in my life
[17:38:45] Dreamer8815: I had some amazeing stuffing
[17:38:52] Dreamer8815: like the best stuffing I had ever had
[17:38:56] Dreamer8815: and the pie my god
[17:38:57] morechunks: ooooo
[17:39:03] morechunks: awsome
[17:39:07] Dreamer8815: it was the best apple pie ever
[17:39:09] morechunks: was it pumpkin??
[17:39:12] morechunks: OOOO SNAP
[17:39:18] morechunks: yes and apple is the ebst pie anyway
[17:39:25] morechunks: well blueberrys pretty good to
[17:39:26] morechunks: but
[17:39:28] Dreamer8815: there was a pumpkin pie
[17:39:28] morechunks: awsome
[17:39:35] morechunks: but not as good as the apple?
[17:39:44] Dreamer8815: and it was nearly as good
[17:39:46] morechunks: HAHAHAHA DUDE
[17:39:51] morechunks: thats hilarious
[17:39:53] morechunks: er the part
[17:40:00] morechunks: where ur cussing in sbaccean
[17:40:13] morechunks: what os sabaccean anyway?
[17:40:40] Dreamer8815: sabaccean is race of people from the tv show farscape
[17:41:07] Dreamer8815: there sort of human but not
[17:41:25] Dreamer8815: and on the show the use the sebaccean words when they curse
[17:41:36] Dreamer8815: so that things due not get bleeped out
[17:41:40] morechunks: hahahaha dude thats funny
[17:41:49] morechunks: mmm but the rest sounds pretty stinky
[17:43:17] Dreamer8815: yeah it is
[17:43:24] morechunks: w/e
[17:43:28] morechunks: life will go on
[17:43:45] Dreamer8815: yeah be happu you have some one
[17:44:10] morechunks: and besides eleanor can be pretty munipulative at times so mabey this will jsut help u find somone whos way more deserving of u
[17:46:05] Dreamer8815: it is just her strengths servere as a good foil for my own
[17:46:12] morechunks: mmm
[17:46:34] morechunks: well im sure there is somone else waiting for you out there
[17:46:40] Dreamer8815: but the geek and the popular girl
[17:46:41] morechunks: i mean everything happens for a reason
[17:46:44] Dreamer8815: odds were low
[17:46:52] morechunks: hahaha true
[17:47:11] morechunks: well qoute "popular"
[17:47:43] morechunks: i find it ironic how most of the qoute "popular people" are hated by most
[17:48:20] Dreamer8815: it is
[17:48:31] morechunks: hahaha dude i like
[17:48:51] morechunks:
Best first date location:when I go on a dat eI will update
Best first kiss location: this quiz is biased aganist nerds


[17:48:55] morechunks: thats really funny
[17:49:43] Dreamer8815: thanks
[17:52:10] morechunks: oh snap
[17:52:18] morechunks: i think im getting a new grphics card
[17:52:21] morechunks: for kissmas
[17:53:15] Dreamer8815: sweet
[17:54:27] morechunks: aright well i gotta go
[17:54:34] morechunks: sry to here about eleanor
[17:54:36] morechunks: but im sure
[17:54:45] morechunks: its all for the better some how some way maybe
[17:54:46] morechunks: tomrow
[17:54:50] morechunks: youll meet somone
[17:54:57] morechunks: wholl flip your life upside down
[17:55:01] morechunks: itll come eventually
[17:55:03] morechunks: im sure
[17:55:29] Dreamer8815: thanks man
[17:55:29] morechunks: im gone though later on
[17:55:33] morechunks: and smile
[17:55:39] morechunks: u only live life once
[17:55:42] morechunks: ..suposedly
[17:55:47] morechunks: so dont let a girl ruin it
[17:55:49] morechunks: toodles
[17:55:51] *** morechunks signed off at Fri Nov 26 17:55:51 2004.
Session Close (morechunks): Fri Nov 26 17:55:54 2004


Striling thanks you made me feel worlds bettert

Robert

Part II of Rejection

The dream and the hope was far better than this.

I am listening to Factory Showroom by they might be giants
I was listen to that album while the event happened the actuall message of rejection was either "Never gonna give you up" by Rick Astley or "walkie talkie man" I am not sure because the logs say "never gonna give up" end at 1:49 but the message was recived at 1:49:11 and the itunes does not give the seconds. So who knows but I do know that itunes goes to the last minute i.e at 3:30:59 the song was laste played at 3:30
order of the conversation
In the Waiting by Zero 7 ended 1:45
Never Gonna Give you up by Rick astley ended 1:49
Walkie talkie man by steriogram ended 1:51
Barbie Girl by aqua ended 1:54
I just don't think I'll ever get over you by colin hay ended 2:00

fair by remy zero ended 2:03

this was a random order that I had set up on itunes. How werid is it the order that the songs played eh?

Robert

p.s the order was random I wish they might be giants and the beatles had played in there but they did not so I am listening to them know

Pardon my spelling I am really upset

Rejection

[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further

Frell
Dren
Drannit
Hezmana
Greebol
Loomas
Fahrbot
Tralk
Mivonks
Frelnik
Thoddo
Yotz

I just used every cursre word I know in Sebacean.
And that does not even begin to expres what I feel right now
hmm this works a little better

Sorrow fills the empty places....
Places that I once used to feel....
Only space separates my soul....
From the rest, I am cold...
Life is a great big stone that drags me to the grave...
In the great hands of God, I find myself a slave....
If this doesn't count as rejected....
I might as well be inspected....

god bless the internet


the whole conversation


Session Start (AIM - dreamer8815:el7351): Fri Nov 26 01:41:56 2004
[01:41:58] Dreamer8815: hi
[01:42:03] el7351: hey
[01:42:08] el7351: how are you feeling
[01:42:13] Dreamer8815: much better
[01:42:23] Dreamer8815: thank you for asking
[01:42:47] Dreamer8815: how was your t. giveing
[01:42:55] el7351: good and yours?
[01:43:09] Dreamer8815: good aswell
[01:44:00] Dreamer8815: I must admit I spent most of the day with my computer as par for the course
[01:44:10] el7351: i see
[01:45:19] Dreamer8815: but I read half of
[01:45:31] Dreamer8815: snow crash while doing it though
[01:46:13] el7351: hey robert
[01:46:20] el7351: we need to chat
[01:46:22] Dreamer8815: started ulysses and foundation
[01:47:08] Dreamer8815: ok
[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further
[01:49:34] Dreamer8815: pefectly alright
[01:50:13] el7351: thanks
[01:50:18] el7351: for understanding
[01:50:51] el7351: its just, i need a break from all of that, i abused my friends cause of that awful relationship and i need time to focus on building our friendships back up
[01:53:19] el7351: thanks man
[01:53:35] Dreamer8815: I completely argee.
[01:54:03] Dreamer8815: as would any third party observer
[01:56:19] el7351: thankyou so much
[01:57:15] Dreamer8815: no you are doing what needs to be done. no thanks is needed.
[01:57:43] Dreamer8815: one can not disagree with pure logic
[01:58:10] el7351: i guess i am glad you agree then
[01:59:08] el7351: hey, i think i am gonna go now, i am dead tired
[01:59:20] el7351: i hope you t-gives was awsome, and i'll ttyl?
[01:59:45] Dreamer8815: pefectly understandable not everyone has insomnia like I do
[02:00:20] el7351: yeah sorry, that sucks
[02:00:25] el7351: goodnight robert
[02:00:28] *** el7351 signed off at Fri Nov 26 02:00:28 2004.
Session Close (el7351): Fri Nov 26 02:00:31 2004



Robert
Watching the crush I have had since the 5th grade die.

These are the times I wish I had friends