Rejection

[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further

Frell
Dren
Drannit
Hezmana
Greebol
Loomas
Fahrbot
Tralk
Mivonks
Frelnik
Thoddo
Yotz

I just used every cursre word I know in Sebacean.
And that does not even begin to expres what I feel right now
hmm this works a little better

Sorrow fills the empty places....
Places that I once used to feel....
Only space separates my soul....
From the rest, I am cold...
Life is a great big stone that drags me to the grave...
In the great hands of God, I find myself a slave....
If this doesn't count as rejected....
I might as well be inspected....

god bless the internet


the whole conversation


Session Start (AIM - dreamer8815:el7351): Fri Nov 26 01:41:56 2004
[01:41:58] Dreamer8815: hi
[01:42:03] el7351: hey
[01:42:08] el7351: how are you feeling
[01:42:13] Dreamer8815: much better
[01:42:23] Dreamer8815: thank you for asking
[01:42:47] Dreamer8815: how was your t. giveing
[01:42:55] el7351: good and yours?
[01:43:09] Dreamer8815: good aswell
[01:44:00] Dreamer8815: I must admit I spent most of the day with my computer as par for the course
[01:44:10] el7351: i see
[01:45:19] Dreamer8815: but I read half of
[01:45:31] Dreamer8815: snow crash while doing it though
[01:46:13] el7351: hey robert
[01:46:20] el7351: we need to chat
[01:46:22] Dreamer8815: started ulysses and foundation
[01:47:08] Dreamer8815: ok
[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further
[01:49:34] Dreamer8815: pefectly alright
[01:50:13] el7351: thanks
[01:50:18] el7351: for understanding
[01:50:51] el7351: its just, i need a break from all of that, i abused my friends cause of that awful relationship and i need time to focus on building our friendships back up
[01:53:19] el7351: thanks man
[01:53:35] Dreamer8815: I completely argee.
[01:54:03] Dreamer8815: as would any third party observer
[01:56:19] el7351: thankyou so much
[01:57:15] Dreamer8815: no you are doing what needs to be done. no thanks is needed.
[01:57:43] Dreamer8815: one can not disagree with pure logic
[01:58:10] el7351: i guess i am glad you agree then
[01:59:08] el7351: hey, i think i am gonna go now, i am dead tired
[01:59:20] el7351: i hope you t-gives was awsome, and i'll ttyl?
[01:59:45] Dreamer8815: pefectly understandable not everyone has insomnia like I do
[02:00:20] el7351: yeah sorry, that sucks
[02:00:25] el7351: goodnight robert
[02:00:28] *** el7351 signed off at Fri Nov 26 02:00:28 2004.
Session Close (el7351): Fri Nov 26 02:00:31 2004



Robert
Watching the crush I have had since the 5th grade die.

These are the times I wish I had friends