Part II of Rejection

The dream and the hope was far better than this.

I am listening to Factory Showroom by they might be giants
I was listen to that album while the event happened the actuall message of rejection was either "Never gonna give you up" by Rick Astley or "walkie talkie man" I am not sure because the logs say "never gonna give up" end at 1:49 but the message was recived at 1:49:11 and the itunes does not give the seconds. So who knows but I do know that itunes goes to the last minute i.e at 3:30:59 the song was laste played at 3:30
order of the conversation
In the Waiting by Zero 7 ended 1:45
Never Gonna Give you up by Rick astley ended 1:49
Walkie talkie man by steriogram ended 1:51
Barbie Girl by aqua ended 1:54
I just don't think I'll ever get over you by colin hay ended 2:00

fair by remy zero ended 2:03

this was a random order that I had set up on itunes. How werid is it the order that the songs played eh?

Robert

p.s the order was random I wish they might be giants and the beatles had played in there but they did not so I am listening to them know

Pardon my spelling I am really upset

Rejection

[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further

Frell
Dren
Drannit
Hezmana
Greebol
Loomas
Fahrbot
Tralk
Mivonks
Frelnik
Thoddo
Yotz

I just used every cursre word I know in Sebacean.
And that does not even begin to expres what I feel right now
hmm this works a little better

Sorrow fills the empty places....
Places that I once used to feel....
Only space separates my soul....
From the rest, I am cold...
Life is a great big stone that drags me to the grave...
In the great hands of God, I find myself a slave....
If this doesn't count as rejected....
I might as well be inspected....

god bless the internet


the whole conversation


Session Start (AIM - dreamer8815:el7351): Fri Nov 26 01:41:56 2004
[01:41:58] Dreamer8815: hi
[01:42:03] el7351: hey
[01:42:08] el7351: how are you feeling
[01:42:13] Dreamer8815: much better
[01:42:23] Dreamer8815: thank you for asking
[01:42:47] Dreamer8815: how was your t. giveing
[01:42:55] el7351: good and yours?
[01:43:09] Dreamer8815: good aswell
[01:44:00] Dreamer8815: I must admit I spent most of the day with my computer as par for the course
[01:44:10] el7351: i see
[01:45:19] Dreamer8815: but I read half of
[01:45:31] Dreamer8815: snow crash while doing it though
[01:46:13] el7351: hey robert
[01:46:20] el7351: we need to chat
[01:46:22] Dreamer8815: started ulysses and foundation
[01:47:08] Dreamer8815: ok
[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further
[01:49:34] Dreamer8815: pefectly alright
[01:50:13] el7351: thanks
[01:50:18] el7351: for understanding
[01:50:51] el7351: its just, i need a break from all of that, i abused my friends cause of that awful relationship and i need time to focus on building our friendships back up
[01:53:19] el7351: thanks man
[01:53:35] Dreamer8815: I completely argee.
[01:54:03] Dreamer8815: as would any third party observer
[01:56:19] el7351: thankyou so much
[01:57:15] Dreamer8815: no you are doing what needs to be done. no thanks is needed.
[01:57:43] Dreamer8815: one can not disagree with pure logic
[01:58:10] el7351: i guess i am glad you agree then
[01:59:08] el7351: hey, i think i am gonna go now, i am dead tired
[01:59:20] el7351: i hope you t-gives was awsome, and i'll ttyl?
[01:59:45] Dreamer8815: pefectly understandable not everyone has insomnia like I do
[02:00:20] el7351: yeah sorry, that sucks
[02:00:25] el7351: goodnight robert
[02:00:28] *** el7351 signed off at Fri Nov 26 02:00:28 2004.
Session Close (el7351): Fri Nov 26 02:00:31 2004



Robert
Watching the crush I have had since the 5th grade die.

These are the times I wish I had friends

series quiz

Name: Robert
Age: 16
Birthdate: 4-8-88
Interests: Life the universe and everthing.


(Series Two--Describe)
Your heritage: a blend of europe
Your hair: auburn
Your eyes: brown
Your fears: go insane
Your perfect pizza: pepperroines
One thing you'd like to achieve: time travel or going to the moon.

(Series Three--What is..)
Your most overused phrase on aim: "ok"
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: iq score
Your best physical feature: eyes.
Your greatest accomplishment: 150 iq score
Thing you miss the most: my mind
Your favorite article of clothing: my pumas
Pepsi or coke: soda me you must be jokeing
McDonald's or Burger King: fast food = shit
Single or group dates: hahah I have never even been kissed let alone go on a date
Adidas or nike: puma european shoes rules
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: indian
Chocolate or vanilla: varries on time of day.


(Series four--The past)
First Kiss: yet to happen
First Boyfriend/Girlfriend: kelly kindgarden
First word: grad student
First person you had sex with: yet to happen


(Series Five--Do you...)
Smoke: Nope.
Cuss: only in alien lanuagues
Sing well: yes
Take a shower everyday: nerd takeing a shower hahhah
Have a crush(es): well maybe
Think you've been in love: possible
Want to go to college: yes
Like high school: fuck no
Want to get married: Iyes
Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes
Think you're attractive: no but people tell me i'm wrong


(Series Six--In the past 3 months, did/have you...)
Drank alcohol: no
Smoked: no
Done a drug: only the ones from my docter
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes
Been on stage: yes
Been dumped: Nope
Gone skating: lmeo. yes
Made homemade cookies: no
Been in love: I wish
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: never
Had sex: no
Been Kissed: nope
Drank Coke: noe.
Kissed your mom/dad: yes
Killed anything: no


(Series Seven--Have You Ever...)
Been caught having sex: no
Been called a tease: no
Gotten beaten up: yes maybe times
Shoplifted: no
Changed who you were to fit in: never

(Series Eight--The Future)
Numbers and Names of Children: 1 ford
Describe your dream wedding: space
How do you want to die: whos says I have to do
What country would you most like to visit: anartica

(Series Nine--Opposite Sex)
Best eye color: green
Best hair color: brown /red
Short or long hair: long
Best height: my height or shorter
Best weight: whatever fits there body type
Best articles of clothing: shoes
Best first date location:when I go on a dat eI will update
Best first kiss location: this quiz is biased aganist nerds

(Series Ten--Number Of...)
Number of drugs taken illegally: o
Number of people I could trust with my life: mom and dad and all my teachers
Number of CDs that I own: 500 to six hundred
Number of piercings: o
Number of tattoos: n0
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: apporaching 20
Number of scars on my body: 5
Number of things in my past that I regret: middle school

(Series Eleven--Right Now)
Wearing: nothing I was painting
Thinking of: eleanor
Watching: amelie
Date: october 8
Time: 11:27

(Series Twelve--Favorites)
Drink: milk
food: chicken sandwhich burgers
movie: I have a top ten list
song or band: they might be giants
Brand of shoes: merell six pairs
vehicle: bike
Animal:human
Color/s: blue green
Number: 8
Day of the week: thursday I could never get the hang of thurdays
Month: april
Time of the Day: 3 am
Pet: my sim
Cartoon: lain
Toy: my dragon dagger
TV show: Itss
Flower: sunflowers

note to self

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tracking numbers

I really need to post more

1. First name: Robert

2. Were you named after anyone? yes my grandfather (dad's)

3. Do you wish on stars?Yes.

4. Which finger is your favorite?pointer.

5. When did you last cry?the real question is what day did I not cry

6. Do you like your handwriting? no it is really bad.

7. What is your favorite lunchmeat? roast beef

8. Any bad habits? slashdot.org

9. Most embarrassing CD on the shelf? Modest mouse

10. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? yes. that is probably the reason I have very few friends.

11. Are you a daredevil? no.

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? no

13. Do looks matter? to a ceratin level.

14. Have you ever misused a word and sounded stupid? no.

15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no.

16. Do fish have feelings? no

17. Are you trendy? no. Nerd for life

18. How do you release anger? hacking

19. Where is your second home? hunters house

20. Do you trust others easily? no

21. What was your favorite toy as a child? my computer.

22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? french

23. Do you have a journal? why yes your swiming in it.

24. Do you use sarcasm a lot? yes

25. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? yes.

26. What do you look for in a boy/ girl? high iq score

27. What are your nicknames? black rob. handsome rob. burger king. cunningham.

28. Would you ever bungee jump? no

29. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? yes

30. Do you think that you are strong? well since lax season some what.

31. What's your favorite ice cream flavor? graters they have in the little cups at burgers blackberry.
32. What's your favorite color? green or blue

33. What is your least favorite food? soda

34. How many wisdom teeth do you have? zero

35. How many people have a crush on you right now? zero . and all time number zero

36. Who do you miss most right now? madeleine

36. Do you want everyone who reads this to do it too? I could care less.

37. What color pants are you wearing? khakis shorts

38. What are you listening to right now? Au contraitre. They Might be giants who else

39. What are the last four digits of your phone number?7890

40. What was the last thing you ate? something from qdoba

41. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? sky blue becasue you know it the one you are laways looking for.

42. How is the weather right now? sunny. I hate it.

43. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? apple computer

44. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? iq.

45. How are you doing? bored

46. Favorite drink? yoohoo

51. Hair color? brown

52. Eye color? Brown

53. Do you wear contacts? no. glasses for life.

54. Siblings and their ages? ben 10
54. Favorite month? Novemeber

55. Favorite food? sushi
58. Favorite day of the year? time does not exist

59. Are you too shy to ask someone out? yes

60. Scary movies or happy endings? happy endings

61. Summer or winter? fall / spring

62. Hugs or kisses? hugs

63. Relationships or one- night stands? I have never had either.

65. Living arrangement? my room, in my parents house.Fucking suburbs.

66. What book are you reading? farenheight 451

67. Favorite board game? trival pusuit

68. What did you watch on TV last night? stargate sg-1 and farscape

69. Favorite smells? cherrywood

70. What is the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? fuck this is the real world not the dream.