Go Mom and Dad

I got some great stuff for christmas this year.
My favorite gift is this cord jacket from orvis. I have been looking for a blue cord jacket for awhile and I found it. Sadly it is a gray/blue. But is really cool. I also got a new 40 gb ipod. I really having an ipod in my life again. You have no idea how much it changes your life till it leaves it. I also got a nintendo ds. It really an amazing device the power of a nintendo 64 in your palm. The touch-screen is a new spin on the analogue interface. But I am still getting used to it. I am still trying to find just the right hand grip for it. I also got alot of dvds and books. But I will not list all those.
Thank you very much mom and dad.

The Force is Storng with her

Eleanor has a power about her. I know because I have the power to it comes from intellgince.

I noticed something every person she has dated has ended up scorned and bitter. Whit is a prime example of course. But j speed dated her once upon a time and look what happened he can not stand her. What power does she posses that allows her to do this. Is she even aware that she has this power over people?

I wonder if I am given the oppertunity to date her will I end up in the same situation as all the others. Bittered and scorned.

Yet I would be serious about it unlike whit who cheated on her on multiple times whit you are a dumbass for doing that by the way.

I think if given the chance I would succed where others have failed.

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Noncombatant: A dead Quaker. -- Ambrose Bierce

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I was able to hide all feeling for all those many years I can do it again. It would be simple but now it is all there out in the open. It has left my mind it is now the giant pink elephant in the room Thank god I am on meds who knows what would have happened with out them.

Well this whole thing would not have happened this was all caused by the fact the anexity went away I thought I had a chance.

I WAS WRONG!
oh so very very wrong

this is just like before I met her no techtv/zdtv and I am bored at school. My lord it is like before the screen savers is gone and so was the dream.

Robert

deprograming

I am slowly over time removeing all feelings for eleanor from my mind. It is hard because it has been a part of me for many years. But slowly I am being able to do it. I really wish I did not have to. So many dreams are getting repressed. So many thoughts. It is what I must do I must accept I must move on.

Robert