So I have decided to post more often now

So I am going to post more now.

Various rant

So the new building is starting to grow on me but one thing really is bothersome. These cherry wood desks. We have these several hundred dollar cherry wood desk and chair sets. There nice and all but it is hard to get comfotable with them because you feel like your going to damage them some how.

The Carpert is just crazy. Something about the colours and patterns used causes it to look strange. I really wish they would change it but it is brand new and as such the odds of this happening are very low.

end rants

I wonder what will happen to these posts in ten twenty years. What will happen to my logs my random files. Will they just sit on some random server. one day soon I am going to set up a sftp server at home an load the files to it. I will also print out my posts so I can have them somewhere safe. Paper last we have papers from centuries. Magnetic media has not been around for 100 years.

ok so most of my posts are pretty bad. I think if I wrote them earlier in the night they might be better.

Well back to the slashdot and penny-arcade

Stirling you are the man

Session Start (AIM - dreamer8815:morechunks): Fri Nov 26 17:24:03 2004
[17:24:06] Dreamer8815: hi
[17:24:22] morechunks: heyyy could u hold for just a sec im helping my mom with teh computer
[17:24:35] Dreamer8815: sure
[17:24:56] Dreamer8815: if you need any help you can im me
[17:25:15] morechunks: awsome idea actually thanks man
[17:25:36] Dreamer8815: I am all ways happy to help
[17:26:55] morechunks: thanks man ill let u know
[17:27:04] Dreamer8815: ok
[17:36:25] morechunks: ]yeah okyeah so waht
[17:36:27] morechunks: s
[17:36:28] morechunks: up?
[17:36:58] Dreamer8815: nothing much
[17:37:08] morechunks: coool
[17:37:15] morechunks: was t giving fun?
[17:37:23] Dreamer8815: well one thing happened you can read about it on my blog (Link: www.omtn.com)www.omtn.com
[17:37:26] Dreamer8815: yeah it was
[17:37:30] Dreamer8815: was yours
[17:37:43] morechunks: yeahhh pretty good
[17:37:54] Dreamer8815: good to hear
[17:38:19] morechunks: i had amazeing dumoling and mashed potatoes
[17:38:22] morechunks: and then the carmel cake
[17:38:30] morechunks: was the best thing ive ever had in my life
[17:38:45] Dreamer8815: I had some amazeing stuffing
[17:38:52] Dreamer8815: like the best stuffing I had ever had
[17:38:56] Dreamer8815: and the pie my god
[17:38:57] morechunks: ooooo
[17:39:03] morechunks: awsome
[17:39:07] Dreamer8815: it was the best apple pie ever
[17:39:09] morechunks: was it pumpkin??
[17:39:12] morechunks: OOOO SNAP
[17:39:18] morechunks: yes and apple is the ebst pie anyway
[17:39:25] morechunks: well blueberrys pretty good to
[17:39:26] morechunks: but
[17:39:28] Dreamer8815: there was a pumpkin pie
[17:39:28] morechunks: awsome
[17:39:35] morechunks: but not as good as the apple?
[17:39:44] Dreamer8815: and it was nearly as good
[17:39:46] morechunks: HAHAHAHA DUDE
[17:39:51] morechunks: thats hilarious
[17:39:53] morechunks: er the part
[17:40:00] morechunks: where ur cussing in sbaccean
[17:40:13] morechunks: what os sabaccean anyway?
[17:40:40] Dreamer8815: sabaccean is race of people from the tv show farscape
[17:41:07] Dreamer8815: there sort of human but not
[17:41:25] Dreamer8815: and on the show the use the sebaccean words when they curse
[17:41:36] Dreamer8815: so that things due not get bleeped out
[17:41:40] morechunks: hahahaha dude thats funny
[17:41:49] morechunks: mmm but the rest sounds pretty stinky
[17:43:17] Dreamer8815: yeah it is
[17:43:24] morechunks: w/e
[17:43:28] morechunks: life will go on
[17:43:45] Dreamer8815: yeah be happu you have some one
[17:44:10] morechunks: and besides eleanor can be pretty munipulative at times so mabey this will jsut help u find somone whos way more deserving of u
[17:46:05] Dreamer8815: it is just her strengths servere as a good foil for my own
[17:46:12] morechunks: mmm
[17:46:34] morechunks: well im sure there is somone else waiting for you out there
[17:46:40] Dreamer8815: but the geek and the popular girl
[17:46:41] morechunks: i mean everything happens for a reason
[17:46:44] Dreamer8815: odds were low
[17:46:52] morechunks: hahaha true
[17:47:11] morechunks: well qoute "popular"
[17:47:43] morechunks: i find it ironic how most of the qoute "popular people" are hated by most
[17:48:20] Dreamer8815: it is
[17:48:31] morechunks: hahaha dude i like
[17:48:51] morechunks:
Best first date location:when I go on a dat eI will update
Best first kiss location: this quiz is biased aganist nerds


[17:48:55] morechunks: thats really funny
[17:49:43] Dreamer8815: thanks
[17:52:10] morechunks: oh snap
[17:52:18] morechunks: i think im getting a new grphics card
[17:52:21] morechunks: for kissmas
[17:53:15] Dreamer8815: sweet
[17:54:27] morechunks: aright well i gotta go
[17:54:34] morechunks: sry to here about eleanor
[17:54:36] morechunks: but im sure
[17:54:45] morechunks: its all for the better some how some way maybe
[17:54:46] morechunks: tomrow
[17:54:50] morechunks: youll meet somone
[17:54:57] morechunks: wholl flip your life upside down
[17:55:01] morechunks: itll come eventually
[17:55:03] morechunks: im sure
[17:55:29] Dreamer8815: thanks man
[17:55:29] morechunks: im gone though later on
[17:55:33] morechunks: and smile
[17:55:39] morechunks: u only live life once
[17:55:42] morechunks: ..suposedly
[17:55:47] morechunks: so dont let a girl ruin it
[17:55:49] morechunks: toodles
[17:55:51] *** morechunks signed off at Fri Nov 26 17:55:51 2004.
Session Close (morechunks): Fri Nov 26 17:55:54 2004


Striling thanks you made me feel worlds bettert

Robert

Part II of Rejection

The dream and the hope was far better than this.

I am listening to Factory Showroom by they might be giants
I was listen to that album while the event happened the actuall message of rejection was either "Never gonna give you up" by Rick Astley or "walkie talkie man" I am not sure because the logs say "never gonna give up" end at 1:49 but the message was recived at 1:49:11 and the itunes does not give the seconds. So who knows but I do know that itunes goes to the last minute i.e at 3:30:59 the song was laste played at 3:30
order of the conversation
In the Waiting by Zero 7 ended 1:45
Never Gonna Give you up by Rick astley ended 1:49
Walkie talkie man by steriogram ended 1:51
Barbie Girl by aqua ended 1:54
I just don't think I'll ever get over you by colin hay ended 2:00

fair by remy zero ended 2:03

this was a random order that I had set up on itunes. How werid is it the order that the songs played eh?

Robert

p.s the order was random I wish they might be giants and the beatles had played in there but they did not so I am listening to them know

Pardon my spelling I am really upset

Rejection

[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further

Frell
Dren
Drannit
Hezmana
Greebol
Loomas
Fahrbot
Tralk
Mivonks
Frelnik
Thoddo
Yotz

I just used every cursre word I know in Sebacean.
And that does not even begin to expres what I feel right now
hmm this works a little better

Sorrow fills the empty places....
Places that I once used to feel....
Only space separates my soul....
From the rest, I am cold...
Life is a great big stone that drags me to the grave...
In the great hands of God, I find myself a slave....
If this doesn't count as rejected....
I might as well be inspected....

god bless the internet


the whole conversation


Session Start (AIM - dreamer8815:el7351): Fri Nov 26 01:41:56 2004
[01:41:58] Dreamer8815: hi
[01:42:03] el7351: hey
[01:42:08] el7351: how are you feeling
[01:42:13] Dreamer8815: much better
[01:42:23] Dreamer8815: thank you for asking
[01:42:47] Dreamer8815: how was your t. giveing
[01:42:55] el7351: good and yours?
[01:43:09] Dreamer8815: good aswell
[01:44:00] Dreamer8815: I must admit I spent most of the day with my computer as par for the course
[01:44:10] el7351: i see
[01:45:19] Dreamer8815: but I read half of
[01:45:31] Dreamer8815: snow crash while doing it though
[01:46:13] el7351: hey robert
[01:46:20] el7351: we need to chat
[01:46:22] Dreamer8815: started ulysses and foundation
[01:47:08] Dreamer8815: ok
[01:49:11] el7351: ok so i just got out of a really insane, intense relationship, right? and i am REALLY not looking at the opposite way like that AT ALL for awhile, and while yes i like you as friend, i do not want to take it further
[01:49:34] Dreamer8815: pefectly alright
[01:50:13] el7351: thanks
[01:50:18] el7351: for understanding
[01:50:51] el7351: its just, i need a break from all of that, i abused my friends cause of that awful relationship and i need time to focus on building our friendships back up
[01:53:19] el7351: thanks man
[01:53:35] Dreamer8815: I completely argee.
[01:54:03] Dreamer8815: as would any third party observer
[01:56:19] el7351: thankyou so much
[01:57:15] Dreamer8815: no you are doing what needs to be done. no thanks is needed.
[01:57:43] Dreamer8815: one can not disagree with pure logic
[01:58:10] el7351: i guess i am glad you agree then
[01:59:08] el7351: hey, i think i am gonna go now, i am dead tired
[01:59:20] el7351: i hope you t-gives was awsome, and i'll ttyl?
[01:59:45] Dreamer8815: pefectly understandable not everyone has insomnia like I do
[02:00:20] el7351: yeah sorry, that sucks
[02:00:25] el7351: goodnight robert
[02:00:28] *** el7351 signed off at Fri Nov 26 02:00:28 2004.
Session Close (el7351): Fri Nov 26 02:00:31 2004



Robert
Watching the crush I have had since the 5th grade die.

These are the times I wish I had friends

series quiz

Name: Robert
Age: 16
Birthdate: 4-8-88
Interests: Life the universe and everthing.


(Series Two--Describe)
Your heritage: a blend of europe
Your hair: auburn
Your eyes: brown
Your fears: go insane
Your perfect pizza: pepperroines
One thing you'd like to achieve: time travel or going to the moon.

(Series Three--What is..)
Your most overused phrase on aim: "ok"
The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: iq score
Your best physical feature: eyes.
Your greatest accomplishment: 150 iq score
Thing you miss the most: my mind
Your favorite article of clothing: my pumas
Pepsi or coke: soda me you must be jokeing
McDonald's or Burger King: fast food = shit
Single or group dates: hahah I have never even been kissed let alone go on a date
Adidas or nike: puma european shoes rules
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: indian
Chocolate or vanilla: varries on time of day.


(Series four--The past)
First Kiss: yet to happen
First Boyfriend/Girlfriend: kelly kindgarden
First word: grad student
First person you had sex with: yet to happen


(Series Five--Do you...)
Smoke: Nope.
Cuss: only in alien lanuagues
Sing well: yes
Take a shower everyday: nerd takeing a shower hahhah
Have a crush(es): well maybe
Think you've been in love: possible
Want to go to college: yes
Like high school: fuck no
Want to get married: Iyes
Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes
Think you're attractive: no but people tell me i'm wrong


(Series Six--In the past 3 months, did/have you...)
Drank alcohol: no
Smoked: no
Done a drug: only the ones from my docter
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: yes
Been on stage: yes
Been dumped: Nope
Gone skating: lmeo. yes
Made homemade cookies: no
Been in love: I wish
Dyed your hair: no
Stolen anything: never
Had sex: no
Been Kissed: nope
Drank Coke: noe.
Kissed your mom/dad: yes
Killed anything: no


(Series Seven--Have You Ever...)
Been caught having sex: no
Been called a tease: no
Gotten beaten up: yes maybe times
Shoplifted: no
Changed who you were to fit in: never

(Series Eight--The Future)
Numbers and Names of Children: 1 ford
Describe your dream wedding: space
How do you want to die: whos says I have to do
What country would you most like to visit: anartica

(Series Nine--Opposite Sex)
Best eye color: green
Best hair color: brown /red
Short or long hair: long
Best height: my height or shorter
Best weight: whatever fits there body type
Best articles of clothing: shoes
Best first date location:when I go on a dat eI will update
Best first kiss location: this quiz is biased aganist nerds

(Series Ten--Number Of...)
Number of drugs taken illegally: o
Number of people I could trust with my life: mom and dad and all my teachers
Number of CDs that I own: 500 to six hundred
Number of piercings: o
Number of tattoos: n0
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: apporaching 20
Number of scars on my body: 5
Number of things in my past that I regret: middle school

(Series Eleven--Right Now)
Wearing: nothing I was painting
Thinking of: eleanor
Watching: amelie
Date: october 8
Time: 11:27

(Series Twelve--Favorites)
Drink: milk
food: chicken sandwhich burgers
movie: I have a top ten list
song or band: they might be giants
Brand of shoes: merell six pairs
vehicle: bike
Animal:human
Color/s: blue green
Number: 8
Day of the week: thursday I could never get the hang of thurdays
Month: april
Time of the Day: 3 am
Pet: my sim
Cartoon: lain
Toy: my dragon dagger
TV show: Itss
Flower: sunflowers